I just don't get it!

ok, so I know the last blog was is the same date as todays but im making up for the two weeks my computer crashed ... honestly ... ask my sisters. I was having to walk from room to room to use a computer. It was very annoying! So, I picked the color blue today because I will be blogging about boys. Honestly, I DON'T GET IT! I always go running with my sister Ashtin and we always talk about boys in the process of walking to the track and on our way back. See, we agree that a boy isn't a boy I guess unless he plays a sport, preferably football ... but we figured something out! Football boys can be so ... mean? I don't know. I talking to a football player right now ... "talking". What is that? Well, I asked him. The first response was that he didn't want to argue with me about it .... ok. The next time I asked him he said he had been acting weird because i was rushing things! I am NOT rushing things! I mean I'm sorry if I want to know if you're talking to other girls and where you are when you said we where going to meet me somewhere! ughhhhhh! Ashtin dates a football player that goes to FAU. She always talks about how she knows that they're perfect for eachother ... I just want to cry! :( She thinks my football boy is just not wanting a relationship ... but yet he wants to hangout all the time and when I dont text him he'll kind sorta freak. I DO NOT GET IT! When I bring up the topic ... he quickly changes the subject! Let me tell you what he does ... ok? Well, my sisters and I decided to go out one night ... I needed it! As I'm walkign down stairs I see ... we have to give him a code name - bob - ... bob's bestfriend walking into the Tri Delta house. His bestfriend is also "talking" to one of my sisters. He sees me and immediately asks where bob is and I answer ... "I DON'T KNOW AND I DON'T CARE!" Well he ends up calling bob and tells him im going out ... BOBGETS ON A BUS AND GOES TO THE PLACE I HAD DECIDED TO GO TO .......... WITH ANOTHER GIRL UUGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I only found this our because one of my sisters took the bus he was on and text me and told me! I was soooooooo angry! Basically, I saw him there, I ignored him, and he ended up texting me. He wanted me to meet him up at the balcony! I tried so hard to ignore it and be strong but I met him there. We talked and damn it always seems like I forgive him for whatever right when I see him! We danced and well I was getting tired and I walked out of the crowd with him. My sister Courtney called me and i truned around to answer her BECAUSE I HAD COME WITH HER! I turn around and HE IS GONE! He left with that GROSS GIRL ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! The club was closing and I did not know where anyone was!!!!! I started crying because thats also what I do when I'm stressed out! I ran into the elevator and saw the guy that always lets the tri delts in vip and thats where alllllll my sisters where. I ran in and found Courtney ... her boy ditched her too!!! WHATEVER! We went home and well I cried a lot. The next morning I went to the gym with one of my bff's, who will bve rushing tr delt in the spring, and I told her everything! She could not believe him and I promised her and myself that I was done talking to him. We then decided to go to Subway before our class started and whad ya know .............. here come BOB walking by. He walks up to the table we're sitting at moves my leg and goes "whats up?" ........... UM NO! I said "I'm sorry but I'm not talking to you right now." He got up and walked to his next class ..... to bad i saw him standing behind me waiting until I got up and walked to my next class ... BUT NO! I turn around and he's talking to that gross girl again ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! I rran inside the classroom before I started crying. I spent the whole nest class texting him because ... well we where fighting! SEE .... I DON'T GET IT! When someone says "they're talking" what is that? It's just really confusing and it makes it worse when the "bob" you're talking to is born a confucing person! ughhh I'm gonna go for run now, even though I shouldn't be.